Do you ever feel that there are so many people around you that constantly want things from you? I haven’t figured out if that’s a good thing yet or not.  Maybe I’m a really cool person and everyone wants a little bit of me, that would be okay, but it just seems that lately I give, give, give so much, that at the end of the day, there’s nothing left for me.  After being therapist for everyone else, who’s listening to me at the end of the day?? Sounds selfish, but I think I need to be more selfish.  I … Continue Reading

What is with this ever mocking embrace of time and age, is it to be that of waste or sweetend like wines taste,  can we measure mortality as we wither n grow, make new to old,  is it to be held so seriously that the more we see the less we can be told, were the more we gather in age then so brittles the soul.  In a world were forever is only but the time you live, where the  longer we wait may not equal strength gained through pain we had to give,  now, though bold, theres less we can behold, though true, there meerly enriched stories of you,  is it to be endless like a sea with only a body to caress and ease no longer lost only more choices … Continue Reading

Pretty sappy song, but I feel as if we all have felt this way about someone before…(disregard the girl lyrics if you are a male feeling this way about a female) :)  Sometimes I’m so retarded, but usually only when I’m bored. Anyway, just read it.  I really like all of her songs. Mariella is a good one and Pumpkin Soup. Check her out.

All I know is that you’re so nice,
You’re the nicest thing I’ve seen.
I wish that we could give it a go,
See if we could be something.

I wish I was your favorite girl,
I wish you thought I was … Continue Reading

So, this was such a crappy day that I thought I’d write about it. First I didn’t go to bed until 12:30 last night because I was up too late the night before and I couldn’t get to sleep. Then I had to get up at 6 on my day off, so I could take my car into the shop. Someone (un-named) was supposed to pick me up from the shop, but didn’t show, so I had to pay for a shuttle service to take me back to the apartment. I tried to get some sleep when I got back and right … Continue Reading

Just wondering what types of weird things people do when no one else is around. For instance, do you shut the bathroom door at your house or apartment when no one is home?  Do you sing in your car when you’re driving down the interstate with people on both sides of you, or just when you’re by yourself on the road? Do you laugh at funny things on TV when no one is there to hear you? Do you occasionally talk to yourself when you’re alone or practice a conversation you might have with someone?  Me too. What other weird … Continue Reading

am i the only person in the world that doesn’t give two craps and a seaweed about march madness?? Who cares? Obviously everyone but me. I hate basketball. K, that will be all. Hope everyone’s having a good day. Or the 3 people that I think still look at this site. later

I’m gonna try to avoid talking about music this time.
I think tattoos are cool… to a point. I have two of them, and sometimes I get hit with the stigma that people with tattoos are ex convicts or bad guys or something. Girls think I’m a ‘bad boy’ and dudes assume I like to drink whiskey (and both are partially true, come to think of it). I guess it’s not unfounded, who would want to permanently mark their body with a symbol? You don’t put a bumper sticker on a porche, right? And yet, I like them, but mostly … Continue Reading

I just finished reading The Grapes of Wrath for the first time, and personally, I was really disappointed in the ending.  For some reason, I thought there was going to be this unthinkable tragedy at the end or the family was going to randomly find somewhere nice to live, but it just ends with a very very weird scene that should never ever have to happen.  I guess I won’t say what the ending is in case someone hasn’t read it, but let’s just say it made me a little sick to my stomach.  I was expecting something else I … Continue Reading

I wasn’t going to blog cause it’s around 1 am and I don’t wanna fall asleep in class tommorrow, but I just bought Chris Cornell’s newest record on Amazon for 3 bones. I knew it was going to be a trainwreck. CC, my favorite singer of all time, the singer of Soundgarden, singer of Audioslave, the guy who sang Black Hole Sun, the guy who sang Spoonman, I could go on forever, just did an album with….Timbaland. Taking a complete 180 from the artist i know and respect, he changes up both his lyrical style and his music style to … Continue Reading

I love to read. Normally I like to read books or articles that have some factual meaning to them.  Lately I haven’t been interested in fictional literature.  It seems to be mindless and a waste of time.  I know I learn things from anything that I read, but I prefer to read things, nowadays, that will make me think about the world around me and hopefully teach me a thing or two.  Although, sometimes I get really nervous to read certain books.  Books are so powerful.  Words, in general, when read, are quite powerful to even the sharpest mind.  The written … Continue Reading