Do you ever feel that there are so many people around you that constantly want things from you? I haven’t figured out if that’s a good thing yet or not.  Maybe I’m a really cool person and everyone wants a little bit of me, that would be okay, but it just seems that lately I give, give, give so much, that at the end of the day, there’s nothing left for me.  After being therapist for everyone else, who’s listening to me at the end of the day?? Sounds selfish, but I think I need to be more selfish.  I … Continue Reading

What is with this ever mocking embrace of time and age, is it to be that of waste or sweetend like wines taste,  can we measure mortality as we wither n grow, make new to old,  is it to be held so seriously that the more we see the less we can be told, were the more we gather in age then so brittles the soul.  In a world were forever is only but the time you live, where the  longer we wait may not equal strength gained through pain we had to give,  now, though bold, theres less we can behold, though true, there meerly enriched stories of you,  is it to be endless like a sea with only a body to caress and ease no longer lost only more choices … Continue Reading

Pretty sappy song, but I feel as if we all have felt this way about someone before…(disregard the girl lyrics if you are a male feeling this way about a female) :)  Sometimes I’m so retarded, but usually only when I’m bored. Anyway, just read it.  I really like all of her songs. Mariella is a good one and Pumpkin Soup. Check her out.

All I know is that you’re so nice,
You’re the nicest thing I’ve seen.
I wish that we could give it a go,
See if we could be something.

I wish I was your favorite girl,
I wish you thought I was … Continue Reading

So, this was such a crappy day that I thought I’d write about it. First I didn’t go to bed until 12:30 last night because I was up too late the night before and I couldn’t get to sleep. Then I had to get up at 6 on my day off, so I could take my car into the shop. Someone (un-named) was supposed to pick me up from the shop, but didn’t show, so I had to pay for a shuttle service to take me back to the apartment. I tried to get some sleep when I got back and right … Continue Reading